wouldn't know where to begin!

I genuinely don't know how to start about the badness of today.

Ok so nobody likes getting out of bed t 6 am, let alone, sleeping through four alarms and finally rousing at five to seven, my lift was due to arrive at quarter past so shower was cutting it fine, it was that or breakfast i opted for an uber hot shower to wake me up, and i now regret that decision, as i spent the entire day starving hungry, tetchy in all throws of mood swings, and just generally degenerate.

Im not going to moan about why my patient made me sad, more over why i felt the need to run away from him, take five as i called it when i was running for the hills, (coffee room) to get myself together, only when i needed some alone time there was a bloody board meeting going on in there, so i went and hid and yelled at the walls of the pink ends relatives room.

Panic attack, outburst over i had the entire nursing staff asking me if i were ok, what was wrong, why does the whole world need to know my business, there my issues, i share them with very few people, and everybody wants to know them, i need to be like james,( for yes i can use his name now as he knows about my blog< yey), i need to be able to dissasociate my home and work life, its leaving me tired and emotional.
i need to go to bed.
added to that i have a presentation to write, now, for friday, im so stressed.
bit of a shit post, but what can you, do, i'll think of some more anecdotes next time.

xx