Dying a Death, (Apparently)

According to the man of flat, A.K.A Momf, James, God, My bitch, and the owner of the renowned and i must say truly formidable Mr Giggles., this blog is dying a death. Now first let me say, not everybody has the opportunity to sign in and right a ten page commentary on the helferness that is tricia, the man flu or lack of it and the power of Mr ******** against such foes as the erst wyle Master '*' **** and Cain blah de blah de blah, (ok so i don't know his surname.) Not to say i don't respect you and your job baby i do, just that, i don't always have the time or energy to write this. Im only doing this now out of protest and to prove a point. Made.

So to update anyone who cares about what i write, it as been a truly shit couple of weeks:

Canada which was absolutely great, despite being bitterly cold, up to - 40 with windchill, the warmest it got was -5, England would come to a standstill if temperatures did that, but no, in Canada we were and up the mountain i still went. I still however managed to get frostbite on my cheeks by simply boarding down the mountain. Yes i say boarding for after the two days of skiing i had done i still hadn't falen over and therefore decided that my ass needed some action.
So i got some lessons , a 145cm snowbard and some size 6 snowboard boots which were too big and a teacher named suzy. She was 19, and had only started boarding herself a year ago, quite an achievement. A good teacher still on the last day i swear i must have dislocated my shoulder for a second, it clicked and everything; of course i blamed the ice, the wind, the boots being too loose, and i suppose the essential point, i was truly shit.

That apart i had a hot tub every day to warm up my toes, 'Where are you going.' 'Can i come with you' 'Will you be in to eat' 'Lets set a rendez vue point and time' 'Heres some spending money (admitedly this one had both pro's and cons) '. I truly had no independance, personal space, and no self reliance. I say it now and im sure i shall say it again, I am never going on holiday with my parents again.

Now for the truly shit:

On 21st january at 19;15, a fellow colleague at work unexpectantly died. Tina was 51, and she collapsed in her garden after it was later found to have been a blood clot in her brain. She was admitted to my hospital, but to the NICU unit where she was for two days before she passed way peacefully on monday. Tina was a kind, caring, thoughtful nurse. She never thought she had done well enough, she taught me so much, and i believe without her influence i probably would not be working at the ctitu anymore. She leaves behind her daughter gemma, her mother, sons and husband. Ever since that moment morale on the unit has been really low. I went to her funeral on monday just gone and so did most of the nursing staff from our unit, (about 40) which was nice. Thats all i have to say about that.

On the 24th january our long term girl therese passed away. She was 19. It was a shock to everybody as she had been getting better. All i can say is it as very sad, and i not criesd after loosing a patient before, but i could not help myself, i had built up a rapport wih her, a relationship. She used to ask for me and after me, to look after her. Her mother and father were with her when she died, it was unbearable. I couldn't look anyone in the eye. I went and said my goodbye's gave her a kiss on the forehead. She deserved to live, she had come so far, her little body had worked so hard and then it goes and lets her down. Its not FUCKING fair.
Her parents have now taken her back to Ireland to be buried. Goodbye therese.


Allie has moved to Poole.
Bee is moving to Australia.
LuLu is already in Australia.
Everybody is leaving me.

On the up side,
Rachel is engaged to be married to tom, set for july.
Olivia is set to be married to Al in May.
Hannah is set to marry her boyfriend in September.
My parents are gettin a hot tub.
Oh, James should be moving in in July.
Sandy has found herself a nice man.
Series 3 of desperate houswives is now on.
Jonny and Emma are to be engaged soon.
Mum and dad are going on holiday again to Oz leaving end of feb.
I seem to be getting more respect at work
.James will be happy soon as Katy wil be back.I
m going to watch England and Italy 2nds play at Sandygate this weekend.
I have two hockey matches this weekend.
And most importantly i am now going to bed.

GOODNIGHT.
Things can only get better, i hope.